Showing posts with label forever. Show all posts
Showing posts with label forever. Show all posts

Sunday, October 12, 2014

Remind me.

Sometimes I forget how much I love you.
I became too preoccupied with everything that's going on with my life that I fail to remember your importance.
I neglect your effort, I cease to consider your feelings.

Then in an instance, I felt that there's somethings missing..
there is a hollow space in my heart,
I stop and think what seems to be lacking.
Then I look at you.

When was the last time that I kiss you.
When was the last time that I glance at you.
When was the last time that I told you that I love you.

You're always there, waiting for me.
Patiently standing by.
Hanging unto me even though sometimes I became lost at my own world..
sometimes I became oblivious of your existence.

Then you smile at me.
It reminded me of everything that I feel for you.
How can I be so stupid.
I took you for granted again.
For days, we haven't had a normal conversation.
I'm always mad, I'm always busy.
But you never left. You hold unto me.
You tried to understand me.

Thank you,
for loving me unconditionally,
for not giving up on me.
And if I became foolish again,
I'm giving you permission to kiss me until I'm out of breath.
Cause I'm sure it'll jog my memory..
Remind me of my feelings for you.
Cause I love you like I never loved anyone before.









Tuesday, August 26, 2014

20 months ♥

Its been 20 months since I've decided to give us a chance. I was hesitant at first, afraid that it will be just like my past failed relationships.  I was always so cynical about love, I never believed in it. Maybe because I came from a broken family and I witnessed a lot of heartbreaks. Honestly, even though we're already together, my mind always wonder when will you leave me or get tired of my temper. You get mad whenever I ask you to tell me if you don't love me anymore, assuring me that it'll never happen. And as days goes by, I begun to believe it. You don't just tell me how much you love me, you also show it. Every single day, you proved to me that this isn't just one of those silly love affair, its for real and its for keep. I cant remember when did I start believing, believing in us, and believing in love. I'd been in few relationship, but I never felt this way. I never trusted anyone wholeheartedly. I never plan my future with anyone else, except with you.
What I want to say is... you're different. This is different.
You showed me that if I open my heart and bring down the wall that I built, I'll be happier.You made me fall in love. You made me believe in forever again.