To someone who use to tell people I'm her daughter.

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I saw a post about tumblr (forgot who wrote it but I liked it) and I thought I also share mine. I've been on tumblr for a quite long time now..and I love it there. Though I don't make personal post there because my brother is following me and I'm not really comfortable for him to see my unending rant about life and everything else. I always reblog awesome stuff and sometimes I also make some typos, let me share you a few...

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Sinigang na Sardinas

Yes,you've heard it right..Sinigang na Sardinas.
We're a bit tight now,my brother needs to enroll for his last semester in college and there's so much expenses. So we need to eat and cook what we have at home because honestly, I am so broke right now. And here's what my budget can buy...

Sardines
Tomato
Onion
Garlic
Sinigang mix
Kamote tops(from our neighbor's garden)

Here's how I did it:

• Saute the garlic in oil until slightly brown, add the onions and the tomatoes

• Add the Sardines ,avoid crushing the fish, let it sit for 3 mins

• Pour 2-3 cups of water and simmer until it starts to boil

• Sprinkle the sinigang mix (measure it according to your desired sourness)

• Add the kamote tops until cooked.
  

I only spend 30 pesos and I already have yummy viand! Its good for 2-3 person:) I learn this from my my friends here in Teresa,Rizal. You should try it!

My huge fear.

I been a OB nurse for a year, a Neonatal Intensive Care Unit nurse for a month now.. so no one can blame me if Im so afraid of getting pregnant. I've seen a baby with no skull, a baby whose as small as my palm..I've heard a hundred cry of women giving birth, I've seen the pain in their faces. I know how hard it is to be pregnant and specially to give birth. It scares me. Can I handle that? I love babies. I really do. But just the thought of giving birth makes me nauseous. Can I just adopt? Haha. Of course I wanna have my own kids, but Idont know if I am strong enough for that. I hope so.

Remind me.

Sometimes I forget how much I love you.

I became too preoccupied with everything that's going on with my life that I fail to remember your importance.

I neglect your effort, I cease to consider your feelings.

Then in an instance, I felt that there's somethings missing..

there is a hollow space in my heart,

I stop and think what seems to be lacking.

Then I look at you.

When was the last time that I kiss you.

When was the last time that I glance at you.

When was the last time that I told you that I love you.

You're always there, waiting for me.

Patiently standing by.

Hanging unto me even though sometimes I became lost at my own world..

sometimes I became oblivious of your existence.

Then you smile at me.

It reminded me of everything that I feel for you.

How can I be so stupid.

I took you for granted again.

For days, we haven't had a normal conversation.

I'm always mad, I'm always busy.

But you never left. You hold unto me.

You tried to understand me.

Thank you,

for loving me unconditionally,

for not giving up on me.

And if I became foolish again,

I'm giving you permission to kiss me until I'm out of breath.

Cause I'm sure it'll jog my memory..

Remind me of my feelings for you.

Cause I love you like I never loved anyone before.

Happy birthday Babe:)

Its my loves 24th birthday.

I'm broke but I tried my very best to make it special. So here's a 300 pesos celebration I prepare for him.

Yey to this UFC TIPID Pack. Its only 69 pesos. It already has Pasta and Spaghetti sauce. I just bought additional ingredients like garlic and onion, corned beef, 1 piece of jumbo hotdog and cheese. 

 It was my first time to cook spaghetti and I was happy with the result. He also loved it. Well, he love everything I cook. Maybe he just love me too much to complain:)

 Here's my spaghetti with love.

Then I prepared a special movie night for him.

I set up our living room to look cozy, I hung some lights around the room, lit candles, put some balloons and find a good movie in the laptop.

I completed it with pizza and popcorn.

And instead of wine or champagne, I bought our favorite milk tea for our drink.

He loved it. He was touched by the effort, cause I wasn't usually like this. I love seeing him happy, it also makes me happy. Its becoming obvious how he's changing me because I'm starting to learn how to express my feelings and I am no longer afraid to make an effort because I know he's worth it. 

I love you baby. Happy birthday.

21 month.

Of course I get scared.

What if one day you'll wake up and realized how stupid it is to be with me.

I don't deserve you.

I know that.

But I want you.

You're the very opposite of me.

Your kind, I'm not.

You're hardworking, I'm lazy as cat.

You're calm, I'm harsh.

You're sweet, I'm cold.

Your just perfect.

For me, you are.

I still wonder what did you see in me.

Why are so in love with me? I cannot really comprehend it.

I am not that special, I'm not even beautiful. 

But you treat me as if I am. 

I have a huge attitude problem but you never lose patient with me.

I cant even understand myself but you seem to accept every bit of me.

How did you do that?

How did you made me feel so loved that I started to love myself a little bit more too?

How did you made me see that there's also good side of me?

How did you embrace even the worst version of me?

I know how hard it is to love me. That's why I'm scared. 

But you never fail to remind me, that I shouldn't be.

I use to be cynical about love,

but you bring back my faith in it.

Please bear with me.

Cause I love you.

I want to be a better version of myself because of you.

Happy 21 month babe♥

Tindera.

 Pag wala akong pasok, at walang pera..dito mo ko makikita:

Meryendahan sa Arco.

Tindahan/ Meryendahan/ Bukuhan yan ng tita ko.
Buko juice lang dati ang tinitinda namen dito, pero dahil nasa hi-way sya papuntang Morong, Rizal...malakas talaga kumita. Yun, nakapuntadar na din ng maliit na sari-sari store. Tapos laging naghahanap ang mga costumer ng meryenda kaya yun, nagdagdag na naman.

Burger, Mami, Fishball, Kwek-kwek at kung anu-anu pa.

Minsan taga luto ako ng meryenda, minsan naman taga tinda ng buko.

Laging tanong ko: Lima o sampu?

Minsan pag bumyahe kayo dito sa Rizal at madaan kayo sa may arko na papasok ng Morong, daan kayo.

Masarap at puro ang buko:)

Ansabeee...nurse na,tindera pa!

Gusto kong nagtitinda kasi unlimited buko juice!

Its good for our health :)

Benefits:

Prevents dehydration.

Promotes heart health.

Promotes kidney health.

Fights aging.

Its good for the skin, Ive read.